After a period of hallucinations of hedgehogs running on the skirting boards and creepy crawleys crawling up the arms of his shirt John visited the doctor. Popular ‘pep pills’ had caused a problem, one he never saw coming. A sick note stating: ‘amphetamine psychosis’, a sick note John himself wishes that he had framed. These so-called ‘pep pills’ were taken by many people simply to make their day better, and were mostly prescribed to mothers to make their days easier.
In an interview with John for ‘The Idler conversations” John recalls the moment he was given this sick note. The attitudes towards amphetamine was so relaxed at the time, the doctor simply said to him, “oh, you’ve been taking too many pep pills.” The problem was not the fact that he had been taking amphetamine at all but purely the amount of the pills that he had been taking. John would not call himself a drug addict at that time, in fact he would have laughed in your face had you told him that, something that we now know to be an addiction. At the time there was clearly a lot less moralising around the subject of an addiction, especially to ‘pep pills’.
And all this before John entered the world of punk rock and roll, all before John’s relationship with heroin. A lot of people have said that his battle with addiction has given his writing the style, anger and power that it has. I have to say that I agree. John’ s character adds to the strength of his writing, and his character was defined by the drugs constantly in his system.
after a few years out, Johnny was back, clean, and better than ever. He has been known for saying that he now feels much more confident in his performances and much more settled in himself since coming off the heroin. Due to the current punk phenomenon of the 70′s gaining more recent popularity, he has been more popular in the last few years than the last few decades, thanks to the revival of punk.
From looking around fan sites and things, his fans all tend to older (than myself) is the punk revival bringing out the midlife crisis in the 40 somethings out there, reliving their vibrant youth and I think that it’s great that years past his first involvement with punk he is bringing it back to his fans. He has pulled himself right out of that ‘amphetamine psychosis’ spell and made his words hugely influential.